There are times in my life that I know that I am on the right path.

Today is one of those days.

For the past 21 months I have been keeping myself from having sex.

In the past three weeks there have been three men that I dated back in my earlier twenties to pop up out of the blue.

"I haven't seen you in along time"

" I haven't seen you around any where" 

" I just thought I would say hello"

"Can we go out sometime"

"Call me if you get a chance"

This isn't the first time that this has happened.

I usually laugh after I speak and keep it moving.

I wonder to myself what in the world was I thinking.

Not that these are bad people.  But they were bad for me.

I say myself I wonder if "Bill" from the book (Sex Lies & Credit)  is going to appear next.

Then I become humbled by reflecting on where God has brought me from.

I'm reminded of all the times that I would be by myself and settle.

Not wanting to be lonely.

Lonely can get you into a lot of trouble when the blast from the past appears.

I would just want companionship from someone.

That's what happened with the last boyfriend. 

21 months later the past can simply stay the past.

Society looks down on you for being a one and not a two.

I'm secure in my heart with being a one now.

When God says its time I will be a two.

Have you had a blast from the past???

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Miss Rene'